I have to trust in God that his plan is what is best. For the past few months I have been praying for our family. I have prayed that we get back to what we once were and that we have a sense of Peace. God has his own way of doing things and he has shown me many times that his will is what will bring everything together. I may look at a situation and have a completely different outlook but when it is all said and done I can see the bigger picture. Sometimes I feel like I have no control over what is happening in my Life and I lean on God. I pray hard, think less and Leave the rest up to him! I know that no matter what the outcome is: I have been blessed with two healthy baby girls and I was put here on Earth to be their Mommy.