As I sit here this Monday morning I cant help but feel all the heavy thoughts on my heart. Each thought brings me down a little at a time.....and each thought has taken a piece of my heart. What will happen when there is nothing left to take? I keep re-assuring myself that everyone goes through this... I look at my children and I feel pure joy! God chose me to be their Mommy! What would make him do that? Ive always felt like my Faith would get me through anything. It was the one thing I knew I could always count on. As these past few years have flown by... my Faith has slowly slipped away. I want it back so badly...but my heart is so heavy. How do I let go and become the mother God chose for my children?