As I sit here this Monday morning I cant help but feel all the heavy thoughts on my heart. Each thought brings me down a little at a time.....and each thought has taken a piece of my heart. What will happen when there is nothing left to take? I keep re-assuring myself that everyone goes through this... I look at my children and I feel pure joy! God chose me to be their Mommy! What would make him do that? Ive always felt like my Faith would get me through anything. It was the one thing I knew I could always count on. As these past few years have flown by... my Faith has slowly slipped away. I want it back so badly...but my heart is so heavy. How do I let go and become the mother God chose for my children?

I have to trust in God that his plan is what is best. For the past few months I have been praying for our family. I have prayed that we get back to what we once were and that we have a sense of Peace. God has his own way of doing things and he has shown me many times that his will is what will bring everything together. I may look at a situation and have a completely different outlook but when it is all said and done I can see the bigger picture. Sometimes I feel like I have no control over what is happening in my Life and I lean on God. I pray hard, think less and Leave the rest up to him! I know that no matter what the outcome is: I have been blessed with two healthy baby girls and I was put here on Earth to be their Mommy.

Wedding Bells.....

Yay!!!! Aunt Jodie is Finally getting Married! Emma Grace and Bethie Grace are the flowers girls, and I couldn't be more proud! Congratulations Aunt Jodie!!! We are so Happy for you!!! We Love You!

My Heart

I feel like Time is slipping through our fingers....I cant thank God enough for the Blessing he has given us in Emma Grace. She is My Heart.

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Revive Me

Revive Me- Jeremy Camp

Consider My Affliction And Please Deliever Me

Plead My Cause And Redeem Me

Salvation Is Not For The Wicked

For They Don't Seek Your Word

Great Are Your Tender Mercies Lord

Revive Me, According To Your Loving Kindness

Revive Me, That I May Seek Your Word

Revive Me, According To Your Loving Kindness

Revive Me, Oh Lord

You Give Me Understanding

According To Your Word

Great Peace For Those Who Seek Your Face

I Long For Salvation

My Lips Shall Praise Your Name

I Rejoice In The Treasure Of Your Keep

Revive Me, According To Your Loving Kindness

Revive Me, That I May Seek Your Word

Revive Me, According To Your Loving Kindness

Revive Me, Oh Lord

For All My Ways Are Before You

I Let Your Hand Become My Help

My Sould Longs And Adores You

Let My Cry Come Before You Oh Lord

Oh, Revive Me

Revive Me

There they go on their "Fishing Excursion" Hopefully they catch a

" Monster Snook"

Sweet Moments With Daddy

Emma Grace loves to do anything with Daddy....Especially fishing. As I stood on the dock yesterday and watched them pull away to go on their "fishing excursion" It made tears come to my eyes. Time has flown by and in 4 shorts years she has come from a thought in our hearts to a little girl. I feel like everyday we have things that we need to do...and we often forget about the little moments that we should be cherishing. Emma is the center of all our lives and I dont want to miss a moment with her. So what if she falls asleep in my bed on a school night, or if her and Daddy want to take a golf cart ride at 8:15.... 15 mins before bedtime! Those are the little things she will remember....and she will always have those "Special Moments"